Monday, September 22, 2008
Ok let me make myself clear.
I am not that kind of person who likes to hold grudges nor am I those kind who likes to bitch about that person if that person treats me what I don't deserve to be treated. I am not that kind of person who will start thinking of ways to take my revenge on a person who treats me with the kind of attitude that I so totally do not deserve to be treated at. I am just ranting and trying to understand human's behaviour which I obviously failed because till today I still cannot understand how some people are like that. Just blogging about it for the sake of everyone who has experienced this before. Haha
Humans are just such a hypocrite sometimes. I am not saying that I am fully 100% not hypocrite. I'm sure everyone has a tad of that characteristics in their blood, which is acceptable. But, what I'm talking about is a person who is well, maybe not 100% but 90% a total obvious hypocrite and I really mean O.B.V.I.O.U.S. Days when you have nothing that benefits him/her, you will be treated as if you do not exist. Days when you are highly needed, you will be treated as if you are the queen of savior. When I mean treat you as if you do not exist, you really are invincible to her/him. You might be standing just next to him/her, or in between him/her and another person, but in the eyes of him/her you do not exist. No eye contact, no recognition, just like as if you are a ghost, where he/she can't see you. Even if she/he turns to your direction, you are being ignored. Yup, total ignorance. When he/she needs something from you, you are the suddenly "friends" back with her/him. He/she will come and talk to you or SMS or chat with you through MSN all of a sudden with such a nice and sweet tone. And it's proven, whenever there's a message from that person, it's for obvious reasons. That is he/she needs something.
Don't worry, despite all this, I do not hate that person or anything, which is well quite surprisingly. All these kind of issues, I hear from other people telling me and how they are pissed off, but now that I experienced it myself I'm surprise that I do not have any feelings towards it. Haha Just a little bit of unpleasant feeling I felt which turns into "ahh whatever" kinda feeling. I hope I'm not as hypocrite as how the person is.
Disclaimer: This post is just some random thoughts that I have in mind
Alright, gotta go and sleep before the sky starts to bright at 5.30am!
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