Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Wth..was on FB when I saw this at the top of my FB halaman utama
"Selamat Datang ke Facebook dalam Bahasa Melayu"
Haha clearly, being itchy hand, I went and click "Anda boleh menukar tetapan bahasa anda sekarang"
LOLL
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Right now, I am feeling so so so frustrated, irritated and tired. Thinking of uni work makes me really irritated every single time I think of it. Have you ever had this feeling where you really really despise and hate doing an assignment? You hate it so much that every single time you think of it you will feel so f up and irritated with it. And for me, this will be the moment where I wish I have the remote control that Adam Sandlers have in The Click and all I have to do is just fast forward it to finals and then I can skipped the agonising torture of doing my freaking banking assignment. Wtf. Well I still want to study for my finals you know. Wtf wtf wth wth. Aahh I know I've been saying this a zillion times by now, but I just can't wait for another exactly one month for my hoildays and exactly 7 more weeks till I head home. Anyway back to my frustration, thanks to retail therapy and my love(s), I had a really carefree day today.
I love you all to bits and pieces (:
Can someone tell me why and how can certain things change a person's perception on views on a thing that has never once been thought of before? I mean, well, to be honest, I am very surprise and is still surprise and puzzled bout some certain things. It's not that I am forbidding that person to do it nor am I despising it, not like I have the right to say no anyway, but it's just that, the mystery about it will still be a mystery for a long long time. I just don't know why I have this "feeling" thingy whenever it's mentioned. Am I just being plain selfish? Or am I just not looking at things broad enough because I am in my own little world and am not opening myself to accept certain things? At times, I will think, what if I never left? What if I'm still there? Then it would not happened, right? Yes I admit, I am still sulking about it.Oh and I'm currently addicted to one of Jay's new song, 说好的幸福呢 :)
Friday, October 24, 2008
Now, with only 7 weeks left before I leave this country for my summer holidays, I realised I have so little time left! Not that I'm not excited or complaining or don't want to go home or all hype up about going home, of course I am! In fact I can't wait to go home. The thing is just that, after these 7 weeks, I don't know when will be the next time the gang will be reunited again! We'll probably all end up going our seperate ways and might not be as close as how we are all now. Aih just thinking of it is enough to make me realised that I have to make full use of the time I have left with these people.
I definitely do not have exactly 7 full weeks here. From next weeks onwards I'm going to be so filled up with uni stuffs. 2 more assignments to hand in and that already occupy 2 weeks. Then right after that, I gotta start nerd-ing for my finals, with my first paper on the 13th of Nov right through to the 21st. Good thing is I only have 3 papers for finals this semester. Tee hee. After the 21st of November I'll be freeeeeee for year 2008 of uni! And it's hello to summer holidays for 3 months! Will be flying off to Gold Coast for 6 days and by the time I come back to Sydney, I will only have 11 days left before I head home. Can't wait can't wait. Ok and I know I'm contradicting myself once again. One minute I'm saying that I'm oh-so-sad about so little time left and the next minute I'm all so hype up about this whole thing. So which is which? I'm happy to go home but at the same time sad to say goodbye to the gang alright.
So with such a limited time, how do I make full use of it? (:
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
I just found the wonders of opening up and talking bout the past to someone new. Sweet (:
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Boo. Guess what? I just failed myself again. Failed my very own focus-on-your-assignment-so-that-you-can-sleep-earlier-tonight test. It seems like I will never ever pass this 'test' and this will forever be one of my little failures in life. Haha. Like seriously wei. I really intended to finish off one part of my advertising assignment asap, and then poof off to my bed since I have an extremely early class tomorrow at 11a.m. But seeing that I'm still here and it's only half done, high chance that I will overslept and skip the lecture tomorrow. Yes yes I know, class at 11am is considerably late and shit me for complaining about it. The thing is, I am becoming lazier by the day and for me class in the afternoon is the best. I just can't drag myself out of the bed early in the morning. Now now, know what? Compared to the times I ponteng-ed class back in Msia and now over here, I think I've exceeded the amount of times I ponteng-ed classes from my first year to my second year. Serious shit. I've become a fan of ponteng class over here! bahhh
On the brighter side, with the Aussie dollar dropping so much these few weeks, heheh the temptation to go shopping has once again struck me. Hey, wait I've been a very very very good girl this semester you know. I shop less compared to the previous sem. So, yea pats myself on the back. Haha. Ok and now, with the AUD depreciating so much, I think I should reward myself to some retail therapy right??? Imagine, I just need to times 2.4 or 2.5 instead of 3! How good is that! Maybe I shall remind myself that money does not grow on trees and that I should save more.
Bah. Randomness.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
I've been letting myself slack so much when I'm staying at home the whole day. I can just face my lappie since the moment I wake up to the moment I close my eyes to dreamland. Oh and did I add? Sit in front and do nothing. If you were to ask me what have I done to pass my time, erm wait you need to give me some time to think back what did I actually do. Yes pleasetakeaknifeandkillme. It's not like I have no assignments to do, it's not like I have no due dates to meet, but yet, I rather choose to just do nothing and play sissy games, than to touch my assignments. Aih, really champion la when it comes to slacking. Clap clap for me please. Thank you. Wtf lame. The moment I came back from my little holiday to Canberra, I've been trying real hard to not think of what's gonna come in these two months. Let me tell you. Finals is coming along in another one month SHIT that's in 4 weeks, I just realised T.T. Ok sorry for the rudeness. Then not only that, I have 3 assignments due in these few weeks time and 1 being my major assignment because there's no finals for it, just plain assignment. So yeaa if my group fails to please the marker, then poof. Say hello again to that subject. And so no slacking and playing around so much starting from like, now all the way till end of November. Oh god I'm depressed.
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Reality check. I think I need to get back on track with reality and not just continue living in my own little carefree world as if I'm still in kindergarten. As quoted from OTH, it's time to get back into life and it all starts back with a simple question "What do you want?"
I want to believe that I've made the right choices doing what I'm doing now, that I'm walking on the right path and I still have time to fix the mistakes that I've made and cause so far.
I want to open up myself and let everyone knows what's eating inside me because I feel the guilt of keeping it inside me everyday and bring it with me where ever I go.
I want to be determine and make myself work really hard for the finals so that the repetition of last semester will not happened and I am going to see that it won't happened.
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I get a little teeny tiny tinge of bitterness when I see people partying so much. I swear I party so so so much lesser than people of my age does, which is kinda pathetic. Or should I say I never party at all since I came here? Well not like I club a lot back in msia, and that is why, when I came here, I made a lill promise to myself. That is to make use of the freedom and club as much as I want. I know some of you might think, this is so not true, but to me, I love all these kinda things but yet I can never do it. I mean what's a life of a teenager without the wild side?? This is something that I regret never getting around in doing it at all.~
Sometimes blog hopping makes me think of how unattractive I am. Yes, I do blog hop once in a blue moon, but I don't stalk people let me make myself clear. I will stumble upon people that I don't know, but yet they do attract me in a way. Their confidence, their prettiness, their sense of dressing, their style. Bah just everything. Why do these people look so perfect? Is like they are so flawless. Call me naive or don't believe in myself, because I do admit I don't.
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Little things I myself do sometimes amuse myself. The determination and satisfaction. Like for the past two days, I walked all the way to the train station, which is a half an hour walk :) It makes me feel that I've worked my muscles and burned my fats away.
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I've resulted to Google Translate so that I can read Chinese websites. Sometimes the translation turns out real funny because I think it's translated directly and so the language its a lill out. I'm now currently addicted to this website
here, you know that Taiwanese woman's talk show that is shown in Astro channel 31? Yea, that website has products that is shown on the show. Aih, my infatuation for beauty products has struck me once again.
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Why are some people so charismatic? They can find anything to talk anytime, anywhere and with anyone. It's like they have a whole database of topics inserted into their brains. I am never considered as a person who people like to talk to because I always end up being quiet after a few general things that we can talk with people I just know. So, in conclusion, people perceived me as a person who is unattractive to talk to and a person who is plain boring, when in fact I'm not!
Monday, October 6, 2008
OMFG It's October already!! Which means:
1 month 1 week and 3 days,
5 weeks and 3 days
and
38 more days
TO FINALS
2 months and 5 days,
9 weeks and 5 days
AND
68 more days
TO HOME SWEET HOME for the Summer Holidays
Now that's random :)
Sunday, October 5, 2008
So as promised, I am seriously going to post a proper post after so long. Tee hee. Oh before that, let me warn you massive loads of pictures below on the road trip to Canberra. We're all quite hype up about the idea of driving over here is Aust. After all it's everyone's first time driving here, plus it's been 7 whole bloody months since we all drove. It's really funny because we have to good drvers who follows the law here, unlike in Malaysia, like you can't go way beyond your speed limit (note to us: summons are in aussie dollar, not ringgit!), you have to give way to pedestrians crossing, you have to give way to cars that wants to cut in , you must at least leave a considerably appropriate amount of gap with the car in front of you etc etc. Started off from Sydney quite late, around 3ish, and that's no surprise thanks to our usual procrastination on time management. Hehe
Doing what girls usually do :P
Stopped by one of the petrol stations for a pit stop
That's what you do when you are not driving and are bored in the car
Our dodgy accommodation, "motel" to be precise haha. Well that's what you get when you start looking for hotels 2 days before leaving for a holiday on a peak season!
Drove around at midnight and the whole place is so dead already. Stopped by the Parliament House, yup at midnight haha We were lucky enough to even stay there without being caught by the police for messing around at that hour. Haha
The next day, noodle cup was what we had for breakfast. Talking bout healthiness, pfft that we definitely failed. Haha Headed off to
The War Memorial:
The Parliament House:
Haha this picture reminds me of some formal obligated tour picture. Haha
Royal Australian Mint - where they manufactures Australian coins
And to The Floriade
Then we stopped by the National Museum, which does not looks like a museum at all for more pictures.
Finally, on the last day, went to Cockington Green, the place with all the miniatures and Questacon, the Australian version of Petrosains.
Left Canberra at around 7, reached Sydney and drove around the city and to North Sydney. Stopped by to see different views of the Harbour Bridge and the Opera House, which we don't usually get to see without a car! Had dinner at an absurd hour, 2 a.m. to be precise and head off to Coogee Beach for the sunrise!
So that basically wraps up my whole trip. Crazy I would say, but fun and exciting! Click for the full set of pictures below:
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Call us crazy, nuts, wild, mad, berserk, lunatic, fanatic, out of our mind, "sot sot dei", gila or anything else that you can think of that is related to crazy. This I have to blog about it just in case I lost my memory all of a sudden, and then I can read this back so that it'll remind me of how crazy we were back then :p. Just a short outline on what the heck I'm talking about here.
So I just came back from a 3 days 2 nights road trip to Canberra and a 1 night tour around Sydney. Or should I say our trip just ended this morning at 6.30 a.m. Lol. I would say, this trip is like a "lawatan sambil belajar ke Canberra". Hahah. You know, just like when we were back in primary school! It all started out really last minute and kind of impromptu. We were already planning to make a trip down to Canberra during our mid sem holidays, but till last Friday, everything was still planning and not confirmed. It all started on Saturday morning. Went our for dinner on Friday for Foo Keong's and Wai Keong's post birthday dinner, Karaoke after dinner till 2a.m. and continued our outing back in their room all the way till 6 in the morning, when the sun is way up high in the sky already. That was also the time when we made reservations for our car and hotel at 5 in the morning!
Then on Sunday, off we head to Canberra, which is a 3 hours drive from Sydney. 10 people, 2 cars. By the time we reached on Sunday, it was almost dinner time. Had steamboat for dinner, food supplies brought from Sydney. Drove around Canberra city at midnight and made our first conclusion, Canberra is so dead.
The next day was touring day.Visited the War Memorial, The Parliament House (where we get to enter as escorted visitors :p), The Australian Mint, The Floriade (which is kind of like the main reason for our trip), The National Museum and again, driving around in the middle of the night with no destination. On our last day, we checked out and visited Cockington Green and Questacon, which is like our Petrosains back in KL, but this is so much more fun. Now you see why I say it's a lawatan sambil belajar because it's so freaking educational. Had our so called lunch before leaving Canberra at 7p.m. Made our way back to Sydney and reached by 10.30p.m and that's when our Sydney night tour started! Drove to the north side of Sydney where we stop by 2 places to see different views of the Harbour Bridge and the Opera House and Manly Beach. By the time we were done, hunger struck us and had dinner at 3a.m! All this are already crazy enough. But, we just have to make full use of the car before returning it today. Our next destination was to drive to Coogee Beach in the East side of Sydney to watch the sunrise. And I am so proud to say that yes we accomplished our mission to watch the sunrise which was beautiful!! Finally, at 6 in the morning, all this must come to an end and home was our next and last destination.
Though I must admit it was dead tired, it was so much fun. Man, I'm sleepy and tired again although I slept from 10 to 7pm just now!! Pictures will be up in the next post. Till then (:
