Lately, I stumbled upon a very very interesting incident. Interesting enough to make me realised that the world is not so humble after all. Then it also made me realised that, am I being too absorbed with people's problems or am I being too carried away with other people's words and thoughts? Being too carried away with other people's words had always been one of my weaknesses. I sometimes feel that I care and mind too much about what other people think and say that in the end upsets myself inside. I cry if I see people crying or when my friends cry when they're having problems. My brain tells my heart to be sappy when I see physically disabled people or blind people on the streets and then it'll hit me hard to feel lucky and for that few hours I'll probably be sulking about it.

Hmm..I'm sure the saying that goes "never judge a book by its cover" somehow applies to everyone. As for me, I strongly believe in it as there are many times, the cover of a book always proves me wrong. That of course only applies to hard solid objects and not towards people. I always tell myself not to judge a person based on what other people said about them, or how a person treats other people until if I do somehow experience the "bad" thing of a person, then I would proudly say "I should have judge that book by its cover. More to it, I will only believe rumors about a person if I myself see it with my own eyes.

I think I would consider myself lucky as I've never really encounter any mushy friendship tragedy-yet, until not too long ago. The act of backstabbing, blaming and accusing that came altogether has hit me hard that all this while I was being too naive to think that it won't happen to me. Hmm nuff said. I shall not reveal too much.

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